So... in an unknown number of days, but probably "soon", they're going to do an apartment inspection. If we fail, we probably lose the apartment. That's the... thing, over my head. Why I've been so tense and emotional and unable to focus attention on games/TV/books/ANYTHING. (Okay frankly I've been fucking MOROSE but trying not to show it too much.) It's hard for me to care about little things, unimportant things, ANY things, when something like this is looming.
Yeah, this isn't the first time this has happened. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want you guys to worry because this is all on us to solve, and to deal with if shit goes south. I just wanted it out there, so y'all know what's up, because I'm sick of sitting on it.
Okay, leaving that aside, I expect the worst but I am trying to plan like the best will happen. So... my next post is about MMOs. It will have an... odd tone for me. Please look forward to it.
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